Small Town Hearts

The Teacher of Pine Hollow · Chapter 3 of 6

Chapter 3

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Spring came slowly to Pine Hollow.

Snow retreated from the lower valleys first, leaving dark mud, swollen creeks, and patches of green pushing through the brown earth.

By March, everybody knew Cade Thornwood was courting Eleanor Ashford.

There was no official announcement.

Pine Hollow did not require one.

People noticed Cade walking Eleanor to school.

They noticed Eleanor purchasing twice as much coffee.

They noticed Cade appearing at Sunday services freshly shaved around the edges of his beard, sitting in the rear pew while Eleanor sat three rows ahead with the schoolchildren.

They noticed everything.

Some were pleased.

Martha Collins, whose nephew Samuel had fully recovered, hugged Eleanor the first time she saw them together.

“About time somebody made that man smile.”

Others were less generous.

Abigail Prentice considered the matter scandalous.

“She’s forty-three,” she whispered to anyone willing to listen. “He’s thirty-two.”

Nobody reminded Abigail that her own husband was fifteen years older than she was.

The difference, apparently, only became noteworthy when the woman was older.

Then there was Cade’s heritage.

Most people in Pine Hollow had known Ruby Thornwood. Some respected her. Some had depended on her knowledge of herbs and mountain remedies. Yet prejudice had a way of accepting a person’s usefulness without accepting the person.

Eleanor discovered how deeply those attitudes ran when one student’s father entered the schoolhouse on a rainy Thursday afternoon.

Edwin Mercer owned one of the larger farms outside town.

His daughter, Lucy, was ten.

“Mrs. Ashford,” he said.

“Mr. Mercer.”

“I hear things.”

“I imagine you do.”

He frowned.

“My daughter says Thornwood comes here.”

“Occasionally.”

“He brings wood.”

“Yes.”

“Repairs things.”

“Yes.”

“And you’re keeping company with him.”

Eleanor set down her chalk.

“My personal life has nothing to do with Lucy’s education.”

“It does if you’re setting an example.”

Eleanor became very still.

“What example concerns you?”

Mercer shifted.

“You know.”

“No. Say it.”

He lowered his voice.

“He’s not like us.”

The classroom seemed to shrink.

Eleanor looked at Lucy, who was outside with the other children.

Then back at her father.

“Cade Thornwood repaired this roof without charging you or anyone else. He carried me through a blizzard. He helped save Samuel Collins. He has never entered this building without behaving with dignity and kindness.”

“That isn’t what I mean.”

“I know exactly what you mean.”

Mercer’s face reddened.

“My daughter will not be taught that—”

“That what?”

Eleanor stepped closer.

“That a man should be judged by his conduct?”

Mercer had no answer.

“Lucy is welcome in my school,” Eleanor continued. “Your prejudice is not.”

He left angry.

Lucy returned the next morning.

That told Eleanor something.

But not everything.

Cade learned about the confrontation days later.

He was furious—not with Mercer, but with himself.

“I told you.”

“Told me what?”

“That being near me would cost you.”

They were sitting beside a creek above town. Cade had packed bread, cheese, apples, and coffee.

Eleanor looked at him.

“You think Edwin Mercer gets to decide who I care about?”

“No.”

“You think Abigail Prentice does?”

“No.”

“Then stop giving strangers authority I have not given them.”

Cade picked up a pebble and threw it into the creek.

“You make everything sound simple.”

“No. I make choices sound like choices.”

He smiled slightly.

“You were terrifying in a classroom, weren’t you?”

“I still am.”

“I believe it.”

She nudged his boot with hers.

Cade stared at the water.

“I keep thinking about my mother.”

“What about her?”

“She would’ve liked you.”

Eleanor’s expression softened.

“I wish I could have met her.”

“She’d ask you too many questions.”

“I teach children. I survive questions professionally.”

“She’d ask whether you loved me.”

Silence.

Cade immediately regretted the words.

He turned.

Eleanor was looking at him.

The creek rushed around stones.

Birds called from the trees.

Cade opened his mouth.

Eleanor spoke first.

“Yes.”

He froze.

“Yes what?”

“She would ask whether I loved you.”

His heart seemed to stop.

“And?”

“And I would tell her yes.”

Cade stared.

Eleanor’s composure began to crack.

“If you continue looking at me like that, I may take it back.”

He moved so suddenly she laughed.

His arms went around her.

Carefully.

Always carefully.

“Say it again.”

“No.”

“Eleanor.”

“You heard me.”

“I waited thirty-two years. I deserve twice.”

She touched his beard.

“I love you.”

Cade closed his eyes.

Nobody had said those words to him since his mother died.

When he opened them again, tears stood there.

Eleanor did not pretend not to notice.

She kissed him.

That summer, Cade asked Eleanor to marry him.

He did not choose a restaurant because Pine Hollow had none.

He did not choose church because crowds made him uncomfortable.

Instead, he took her to the ridge behind his cabin.

Laurel bloomed along the slope.

Below them, valleys stretched toward blue mountains.

Cade handed her a small wooden box.

Inside was a ring.

Plain silver.

“Ruby’s,” he said.

Eleanor touched it carefully.

“My father gave it to her before he left. She kept it because she said a man’s failure didn’t make the silver guilty.”

Eleanor laughed through sudden tears.

“That sounds like her.”

“It does.”

Cade swallowed.

“I don’t have fancy words.”

“Good.”

“I have a cabin. Forty-three acres. Two horses. Some traps. More carvings than anybody reasonably needs.”

“An impressive fortune.”

“I’m serious.”

“So am I.”

He took her hands.

“I can’t promise people will stop talking.”

“They won’t.”

“I can’t promise I’ll know how to be a husband.”

“I have experience. I’ll provide instruction.”

His mouth twitched.

“I can promise I’ll never make you face anything alone if I can help it.”

Eleanor’s eyes filled.

Cade continued.

“I can promise your mind will never scare me. Your age will never embarrass me. And I can promise I will spend every day trying to deserve the fact that you saw me when everybody else mostly looked.”

He knelt.

The earth actually seemed to notice his weight.

“Eleanor Ashford, will you marry me?”

She answered immediately.

“Yes.”

The wedding took place in June 1885.

It was small.

Eleanor wore cream.

Cade wore the only formal coat in Pine Hollow capable of fitting him, tailored by three women who complained that dressing an eight-foot man required enough fabric for a tent.

Samuel Collins stood beside Cade.

Lucy Mercer scattered wildflowers despite her father’s initial refusal.

Edwin Mercer eventually attended too, standing stiffly in the back.

Not everyone came.

Eleanor did not care.

When the minister declared them husband and wife, Cade bent down and whispered, “Still time to escape.”

Eleanor whispered back, “Not from this height.”

Then she kissed him before the minister finished inviting it.

For a while, happiness came quietly.

Eleanor continued teaching.

Cade expanded the cabin.

He built her shelves.

A writing desk.

A second bedroom.

When she noticed it, she paused.

“What is that room for?”

Cade looked embarrassed.

“Anything.”

“Anything?”

“Books. Guests.”

Eleanor understood the thing he would not say.

Children.

She walked into the unfinished room.

Sunlight came through the window.

“Cade.”

He appeared behind her.

“You don’t have to explain.”

“I wasn’t trying to pressure you.”

“I know.”

“I meant what I said. I married you. Not some future child.”

She turned.

“I know.”

He touched her face.

“And I know you’re forty-three.”

“Forty-four next month.”

“Ancient.”

She slapped his chest lightly.

Cade laughed.

The subject faded.

Summer moved toward autumn.

Their marriage settled into rhythms.

Cade rose before dawn.

Eleanor prepared breakfast.

Sometimes he walked her to school.

Sometimes she returned to find a new carving on the mantel.

At night they read together.

They shared a bed.

Their affection deepened naturally and privately, not as something owed, bargained, or demanded, but as another language between two people who had spent too many years believing tenderness belonged to others.

Then September arrived.

Eleanor became tired.

At first she blamed school.

Twenty-seven students could exhaust anybody.

Then certain smells began turning her stomach.

Coffee, which she had loved for years, suddenly became unbearable.

One morning she poured a cup, took one sip, and rushed outside.

Cade followed.

“You sick?”

“I’m fine.”

“You just turned the color of flour.”

“Very flattering.”

He touched her forehead.

“No fever.”

“I said I’m fine.”

But she was not sure.

A week later, Eleanor stood alone in the schoolhouse after the children left.

She counted dates on a piece of paper.

Then counted again.

Her hands began trembling.

“No,” she whispered.

Not because she did not want it.

Because she was afraid to hope.

At forty-four, pregnancy was possible.

But uncommon enough to feel like a miracle—and dangerous enough to feel like a threat.

Dr. Morrison was dead.

The nearest experienced physician lived almost thirty miles away.

Eleanor knew too much about childbirth to romanticize it.

She waited another week.

Then another.

The signs continued.

One evening, she sat beside the cabin window, one hand resting unconsciously against her stomach.

Cade entered carrying wood.

He stopped immediately.

“What’s wrong?”

“Nothing.”

“That’s the face you make when something is wrong and you haven’t decided how to tell me.”

Eleanor almost smiled.

“You’ve become irritatingly observant.”

“Teacher rubbed off on me.”

She stood.

Her knees felt weak.

“Cade.”

He set the wood down.

“Yes?”

“Do you remember the men at the general store?”

His expression darkened.

“Unfortunately.”

“The joke they made?”

“I remember.”

“And you laughed because you believed the idea of having a family belonged to someone else.”

Cade stared at her.

Something in her voice changed his face.

“Eleanor?”

She crossed the room.

Took his hand.

Placed it against her abdomen.

For several seconds Cade did not move.

She saw understanding arrive.

Then disbelief.

Then fear.

Then something so vulnerable that it nearly broke her heart.

“I believe,” Eleanor whispered, “that I am carrying your child.”

Cade’s hand jerked away.

Not from rejection.

From shock.

He stepped backward.

“You’re sure?”

“Not completely. But nearly.”

He stared at her stomach.

“Mine?”

Eleanor raised an eyebrow.

“Cade Thornwood.”

“I didn’t mean—”

“If you survive the next ten seconds, perhaps choose a better question.”

He dragged both hands over his face.

“I’m sorry.”

Then he began laughing.

Eleanor stared.

It was the same deep, astonished laugh from the store months earlier.

Except this time tears followed it.

Cade sank onto the bench.

“I’m going to be a father?”

“Yes.”

He looked up.

Fear swallowed the joy.

“What if the baby is like me?”

Eleanor understood.

“Tall?”

“Different.”

She knelt in front of him.

“What if the child is?”

Cade could not answer.

“My father saw me and left.”

“You are not your father.”

“What if people—”

“They will talk.”

“What if the baby gets my size?”

“Then I shall require a larger cradle.”

Despite himself, Cade laughed.

Eleanor cupped his face.

“Listen to me. Whatever this child looks like, whatever blood runs through them, whatever height they reach, they will never spend one day wondering whether their father wanted them.”

Cade broke.

He bent forward until his forehead rested against hers.

For a long time they remained there.

Then he put his hand back against her stomach.

No movement yet.

Nothing to feel.

Still, Cade whispered, “Hello.”

Eleanor smiled.

“What are you doing?”

“Introducing myself.”

“To a baby the size of a bean?”

“Seems polite.”

That night Cade barely slept.

He lay beside Eleanor with one enormous hand spread protectively over her belly.

Hours later, he whispered into the darkness.

“Ma would’ve laughed.”

Eleanor’s eyes opened.

“Why?”

“Because the promise.”

She turned toward him.

“I tried to keep it.”

“You did keep it.”

“No.”

Cade looked at her.

“You did.”

Eleanor placed her hand over his.

“You found someone who saw you.”

Cade swallowed.

Outside, an autumn wind moved through the trees.

Inside the cabin, the mountain ghost stared into the darkness with tears on his face.

He had spent his entire life believing his father’s rejection was proof that something about him should never be repeated.

Now, beneath his hand, a new life had begun.

And Cade Thornwood was about to discover that becoming a father meant confronting every fear the abandoned boy inside him had never fully buried.

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