Small Town Hearts

A Place at the Church Pew · Chapter 4 of 6

Chapter 4

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

Silas Bell disappeared for twelve days.

The town grew nervous.

Rumors spread.

Some farmers discovered missing payments.

Others compared grain receipts.

Questions multiplied faster than Sheriff Mercer could suppress them.

Then Mercer vanished too.

That changed everything.

A deputy from Sumner County arrived.

So did a federal marshal from Wichita named Thomas Grady.

Martha handed Grady copies of Clara's papers.

He studied them for nearly an hour.

"This could be enough for fraud charges."

"What about Clara?" Abel asked.

"Not yet."

Abel's expression hardened.

Grady raised a hand.

"I said not yet. I didn't say never."

They needed evidence connecting Silas directly to the wagon wreck.

Rosie might eventually provide part of it.

But she was four.

No decent prosecutor would build a murder case around a frightened child's memory alone.

The investigation continued.

Life did too.

By December, snow covered the farm permanently.

Martha prepared for Christmas.

She strung dried apples above the stove.

Made a wreath from cedar branches.

Helped Rosie sew Agnes a new dress from scrap fabric.

Abel watched them from doorways.

Sometimes Martha caught him smiling.

Sometimes their eyes met and neither looked away quickly enough.

One evening Abel returned from the barn carrying a wooden object wrapped in cloth.

He gave it to Martha.

"What is this?"

"Open it."

Inside was a small sewing box.

Hand-carved.

The lid displayed a simple fox.

Martha ran her fingers across it.

"You made this?"

"Rosie said your hair required it."

Martha laughed softly.

"It's beautiful."

Abel looked uncomfortable.

"Didn't know what women like."

"This woman likes it."

Their eyes met.

Rosie shouted from the hallway.

"Are you kissing?"

Both adults jumped apart.

"No!" Martha said.

Rosie frowned.

"Why not?"

Abel nearly choked.

Martha turned bright red.

"Go to bed."

Rosie pointed at Abel.

"Papa likes you."

"Rosie."

"He does."

"Bed."

"Agnes agrees."

"Take Agnes with you."

The child marched away.

Abel stared at the floor.

Martha tried not to laugh.

Finally he said, "She's developing opinions."

"Terrible habit."

"Your influence."

"Obviously."

Their laughter faded.

Silence settled.

But it wasn't the honest silence Abel had advertised.

This one was warmer.

More dangerous.

Abel stepped closer.

"Martha."

She looked up.

He seemed about to say something.

Then hoofbeats approached.

They both tensed.

A lone rider arrived.

Duff opened the door.

"Man asking for Miss Dean."

Martha's face changed.

A stranger stepped from the darkness.

He was perhaps forty-five.

Gray coat.

Hard eyes.

Martha went pale.

Abel noticed.

"You know him?"

"Yes."

The man removed his hat.

"Martha."

Her voice became cold.

"Mr. Pritchard."

Abel stepped between them slightly.

"Who are you?"

"Edwin Pritchard. Attorney from Denver."

Martha's hands trembled.

"What do you want?"

"To bring Mrs. Dean home."

Abel looked at her.

Mrs.

Martha closed her eyes.

"I told you. My husband is dead."

Pritchard shook his head.

"No, Martha."

Abel's gaze sharpened.

"Explain."

Martha stared at the floor.

Then spoke.

"My husband's name was Henry Dean."

She swallowed.

"We married when I was twenty-three."

At first Henry had been charming.

Then controlling.

Then cruel.

He restricted her money.

Read her letters.

Locked doors when angry.

When Martha tried to leave, he threatened to have her declared unstable.

In 1885, during an argument, Henry struck her hard enough to break two ribs.

She fled.

Months later, she learned he had apparently died in a boarding-house fire.

"The body was badly burned," Martha said. "His employer identified his belongings."

Pritchard interrupted.

"Henry wasn't there."

Martha looked at him.

"What?"

"He paid another man to use the room."

Her knees nearly gave way.

Abel caught her elbow.

Pritchard continued.

"Your husband is alive."

Martha whispered, "Why?"

"Insurance money. Debt. I don't know all of it."

"Why are you here?"

"Because Henry learned where you are."

The room fell silent.

Abel's voice turned dangerous.

"How?"

"I don't know."

Martha did.

Silas.

Two desperate men.

One running from fraud charges.

One hiding from financial crimes in Denver.

Their paths had somehow crossed.

Pritchard handed Martha a letter.

She recognized Henry's handwriting.

You belong with your husband. I'll come for you before New Year's.

Abel took the letter.

His face became stone.

Martha said nothing for a long time.

Then she went upstairs.

Abel waited an hour before knocking.

"Martha?"

No answer.

He entered only when she said, "Come."

She sat on the edge of the bed.

The small wooden box was open beside her.

Inside lay newspaper clippings, a damaged wedding photograph, and several letters.

"You kept these?"

"Evidence."

Abel sat in the chair.

"I'm sorry."

"I truly believed he was dead."

"I believe you."

She looked at him.

"Do you?"

"Yes."

Martha's eyes filled.

"I came here because I thought I was finally free."

"You are."

"No. You don't understand."

"I understand enough."

Abel leaned forward.

"A man doesn't own another person because a preacher said vows over them."

"In the law—"

"I said a man doesn't own you."

The firmness in his voice broke something open inside her.

Martha covered her face.

She had not cried when Henry hit her.

She had not cried when she ran.

She had not cried when she learned of his supposed death.

Now she cried.

Quietly.

Abel didn't touch her until she reached for his hand.

Then he held on.

The next morning Martha announced she was leaving.

Rosie began sobbing.

Abel said nothing.

Martha packed.

At the bottom of the stairs she found him waiting.

"You won't stop me?"

"I want to."

"Then why don't you?"

"Because Henry tried to control you. I won't become another man who decides where you're allowed to go."

Martha looked at him.

"What do you want?"

"You."

The word stunned both of them.

Abel continued before courage failed.

"I want you here. I want your terrible coffee when you're angry. Your arguments. Your pies. The way Rosie follows you around. I want to hear you in this house."

His voice cracked.

"But wanting you doesn't give me the right to keep you."

Martha's carpetbag slipped from her fingers.

Abel looked terrified.

She stepped toward him.

"Your notice said honest silence."

He gave a broken laugh.

"I may have miscalculated."

Martha kissed him.

It was brief.

Gentle.

But after two years of fear, it felt like crossing a continent.

Rosie gasped from the hallway.

"I knew it!"

Martha laughed against Abel's chest.

He closed his eyes.

Then the front window exploded.

A rifle shot cracked across the yard.

Abel pulled Martha down.

Another bullet hit the doorframe.

Duff shouted from the barn.

"Riders!"

Abel grabbed his rifle.

Two men raced away on horseback.

One looked back.

Martha recognized him.

Henry.

Even at a distance.

Even after two years.

Her blood froze.

Abel fired once, deliberately high.

The riders disappeared.

On the fence post outside, they found another note.

NEXT TIME I TAKE WHAT'S MINE.

Martha tore it in half.

"No."

Abel looked at her.

She stared down the road where Henry had vanished.

For years she had run.

From his temper.

From his control.

From the memory of his hands around her wrist.

She had come to Kansas because she wanted distance.

Now she understood something.

Distance was not freedom.

Freedom was being able to stand in the same world as the person who had terrified you and say:

You do not decide my life anymore.

Martha looked at Abel.

"I'm staying."

He nodded.

"Good."

"And when Henry comes back—"

"We'll be ready."

She shook her head.

"No."

Abel frowned.

Martha's voice steadied.

"When Henry comes back, I'll be ready."

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